A Paradigm Shift

Wow! It's been so long since I last wrote anything here. My last post was over a year ago I think. Since then, a lot has changed. Firstly, I'm now in Taylor's College Sri Hartamas. Yupppppp. I'm doing my A-Levels now. I've met a lot of new people since I've entered college. Nice ones. Bad ones. Annoying ones. And those who are downright weird. But weirdest of all i have to say is Zamir Abdul Kayum. Zamir is the oddball la basically. He does the randomest things, I swear. He'll kutuk you like nobody's business. Eventhough, he's tough and buff on the outside, he has good intentions and he'll have your back once he's close enough to you and respects you enough. He's loyal, I'll give 'im that much. Bro's fo' life man.

Next up is Nur Sonia Bawany. Sonia here is Zamir's girlfriend. She can be a bitch most of the time but when you need her she'll be there. I've been on the receiving end of her shit many a time. But, i have to note, that all her shit is true. She is blatantly honest but her honesty makes you realize certain situations and the real impact of it. She's been a good friend to me and I appreciate everything she and Zamir have done for me. Btw, they've just celebrated their 1 year anniversary on the 12th of October. So Congratulations!

And I've saved the best for last. Erika Hana Putri :) What can I say about her. She's the person that's made my 2010. She's my best friend throughout college so far :) Safe to say, I couldn't have gone through everything I did this year without her. We have so many awesome memories :) First of which is... buying our English Legal System text book together. And since then, we've just gone from strength to strength. :)

Sure we've had fights and disagreements. But that's only because we're so damn opinionated :) But in the end, our bond becomes stronger than before we fight. Go figure :) I remember when we started out as just classmates. Then slowly, we became closer and became friends. I started sitting next to her in Math class... I started going for lunch with her, Zamir and Sonia. The four of us started going out on the weekends :) Everything :) Then when Sharwind left at the end of March, we became best friends. She knew above all else that she could rely on me and me LIKEWISE ;) The whole of semester one was amazing thanks to her! :D

Above all else, she's done and sacrificed so much and I've done the same. She's just an incredible person inside and out. I'd bet that every 3/5 guys that have met her were attracted to her at one point or another in their lives. She's witty, intelligent, smart and above all she's just a kind person. I, for one, am glad that she has associated herself with me :) Sure, she might be a little blur and occasionally has her dumb blonde moments. But to be honest, which interesting girl isn't a little bit of that right? :)

However, I'm not gonna lie and say she's perfect and doesn't have any flaws. She's irritating sometimes. And she likes to complain A LOT! But that's just HER. I wouldn't have her be any other way. Her desirable traits outweigh her flaws :) BY A FREAKING MILE :) That's my best friend and I just hope that I've touched her life as deeply and as warmly as she has touched mine :)

And so that's it for this post. I'll see when I feel like blogging again. But I sure think it's not anytime within the near future. Till then, hasta la vego.

Har dee har har

You were right I guess. You guys lost me the moment you people didn't show up at sunway. Not after. Not before.

I'm serious guys. You guys better show up on wednesday. If any of you don't, I don't ever wanna see your face ever again. Nampak sgt korang lupa kawan. How many fucking times have I been there to listen to all your fucking problems? How many fucking times did I seat with you guys for recess eventhough my other friends came to school? Even when I was busy or had something to do I would be there and listen. Now this is how you guys treat me? Some fucking friends indeed. I'm putting my form 5 friends aside for awhile so that I have time for you guys. Because I know that this might be the last time I see any of you. And for those of you that cannot appreciate that, then we're better off not being friends at all.

The ones that cannot make it tu I understand. Like ekin tu, if her mum x kasi okay I understand. I can't go against her mum plak. The ironic thing is before school ended sume kata "tada hal la Bahrain. Fr you anything jalan." skrg pundeeekkkkkk. Sikit pon tada. Yg boleh harap Faris and Misha. I don't know laa. Mmg betul la mamat tu ckp. "melayu mudah lupa"

If I Die Tonight......

.......I'd die a happy man. Honestly. :) I have the most amazing girlfriend that any guy can ever have. The greatest friends. I've had an amazingly eventful life to the point where I would be content with not experiencing the rest of my life. :) No god, I'm not wishing to die tonight. Nopeeee. I'm just saying that I'm thankful to be blessed with all these great people on my life. :)

Fame, money and power can give you happiness. Yup they can. And whoever says otherwise is just trying to be Dalai Lama-ish. Come on, haven't any of you smiled so wide till your jaw hurts right after you bought something expensive to wear/use? Middle finger up to you if you haven't. Haha. :D

My point is although these things do give you happiness, it's only temporary. After that something gets a week old you'll say,"I need a newer one". But with friends that never happens. You'll never say you NEED a new friend. It'll make you sound like a complete and utter jackass! Haha.

Seriously, the life I've had and the type of friendships that I've forged, most people spend years to achieve the same thing. And I'm thankful that you guys have always had my back. Whenever, wherever. :) thanks guys. It means a lot to me. :)

I wanna turn back time :(

So I'd never thought I'd say this but I DON'T want school to end. I mean like seriously, everyday just seems to go faster and faster lately. The weeks feel like days and the days feel like hours. It's sad, really. :,-(

Honestly, this year has been the best year of my life. No, not because I represented my school in something for the first time this year. Not because this is my last school year. No. It's actually because of the friends I made. I mean who would've thought that I'd be dancing a tradisional dance with people I barely even knew 7 months ago? I was actually pressured into it by my friend Amir Syafiq bin Azhar. And thank god he did. :)

That led to me experiencing the best 6 months I've ever lived. Honestly. And frankly, I'm just not satisfied yet. It's been too short a time for me to get to know Anis, Faris, Misha, Ekin, Sab, Syuhadah and the rest. But in the time that I HAVE had with them, I enjoyed immensely. To the point where I know some of them inside out. :)

Granted I've had my fair share of downs in the past year as well as ups. I've been through a very very VERY bad break up. But later found someone who is sooooo much more suitable for me and who, in my humble opinion, loves me more than anyone ever did: Farhin Fateha binti Azim. :) Love you babe! Not to mention I've ran into trouble more than once this year. MAJOR trouble. But let's not get into that shall we? :)

So back to the friends part, I honestly can't imagine my life without these few FESTARIANS. Namely Faris and Anis. They helped me through my rough patches and also they supported me when I was doing well. I'm not saying the rest are useless. Noooooo! Hellll no! All I'm saying is that Faris and Anis are the ones that made the biggest impact on me. :) Sooo, I'll pay a little tribute to all of you. Here goes:

ANIS
You kannn. Haih. Honestly Anis I tak tau hidup I macam mana kalau you takde. Serious. :) You've been there for me through anything and everything. And I hope I was the same for you too. :) I just nak cakap thank you and I'll miss you but we'll still hangout k? Just gimme a call anytime. :)

FARIS
Bro! Kau memang kawan yang baik. Aku ada masalah ke, apa ke kau confirm tolong aku bai. And kawan macam tu memang susah nak cari. So aku bernasib baik laa untuk dapat kawan macam kau. Aku cakap kat kau masa time Festari lagi bai, kau nak pape call je aku. Kalau aku boleh tolong definitely aku akan tolong. :) thank you bro and I'm going to miss you too.

MISHA
Sha! Bai aku xle lupa time Rozana kita bai. Search pon akan kasi tabik sma Kota wa cakap sama lu. Ahaha. Kau memang the best Misha. Aku akan teringatkan kau Misha. Sampai bila-bila. :)

EKIN
Our president yang kecil tetapi garang nak mampus! Ahaha. Kalau tak pasal dia, confirm we wouldn't have gotten to the finals. Berapa kali dia merajuk dgn kitorg sebab tak dengar cakap punya pasal. Ahaha. Ekin you bagi I advice not too long ago and I was, I admit, cocky about it at the time. But I'm not ashamed to say that sekarang I dah ikut that advice and I hope sampai bila-bila we can remain friends. :) Thanksand sorry for everything. :)

SYUHADAH
She's my ex. She's cute, perky, and fun to be around. I've had a whole lot of fun with her and I hope she'll never forget me no matter what. :) I've said some hurtful things to her in the past and I hope she'll one day forgive me for it. Know that I still care about you as a friend and you can come to me about anything. I'll help you if I can. :) For what it's worth, I really did enjoy our moments together. They meant a lot to me. Memories that will last me a lifetime. :)

So there you have it. The people that changed my life amazingly over this past 6 months. You guys will always be in my thoughts. I've had fun. I've had sadness. Yet I'm okay with all that. I'm okay with a life that's been up and down. After all, what's the thrill of a life that just goes well all the time? ;-)

Thanks Saaa!

For those of you that are wandering about the title.......Liesa called me McDreamy people!!!! Hahaha. Thanks Saa! Didn't know i was THAT good-looking. Ahaha. Well then again what are best friends for kan??? Ahaha

Pure Fun

So today has got to be my luckiest day ever. Started at 9.30. I was waken up by a phone call by Maxis. Turns out my new iPhone arrived early. Waaaaayyyyy early. So after Friday Prayers, went to pick it up. After that went to visit the grandparents who happened to be down with something. Stayed there till about 5.30 then went to Tropicana City Mall. Walked around a little bit then proceeded for dindin's at The Waterlily, Mutiara Tropicana. Food's quite amazing actually. Indonesian food, to be exact. I just got home about 20 mins ago and currently in the process of restoring my iPhone then gonna head for bed. Ciao people. So fucking tired.